I didn't get in...

Just put on a waiting list...it doesn't seem real. I had thought that I would be in for sure, and then today I saw a "get a life"button it was like everything was lining up and I was going to get it. But I got an email and it pretty much says "Hey, you got put on a waiting list, thanks bye." that seems cruel. It kinda is... I still can't believe it...seriously I want to cry but I just can't. I really don't want to tell anyone I didn't get in...I just want to hide in my room all day until March (hopefully I can get placed in a program then) Ugh, I am gonna go eat some frosting and hopefully feel better about myself. Sniff sniff
Katimagirl signing out, hopefully not for long, but you never know

trying to be happy about this doesn't work...