Waiting List

This is the email that I got:


I couldn't cry, but then everyone kept telling me they were sorry, because they knew how much I wanted this, and such but it just got frustrating hearing everyone say they were sorry for me. I just burst into tears, this was my dream and all of the sudden it disappeared in front of my eyes...

...but then I realized that waiting list still means good things, because as I started to read it seemed that most people from the waiting list do get in, a few times they have to get more people to fill those spots, so cross my fingers maybe my dream isn't as destroyed as I once thought. Lets just hope that it will happen for me:)

I didn't get in...

Just put on a waiting list...it doesn't seem real. I had thought that I would be in for sure, and then today I saw a "get a life"button it was like everything was lining up and I was going to get it. But I got an email and it pretty much says "Hey, you got put on a waiting list, thanks bye." that seems cruel. It kinda is... I still can't believe it...seriously I want to cry but I just can't. I really don't want to tell anyone I didn't get in...I just want to hide in my room all day until March (hopefully I can get placed in a program then) Ugh, I am gonna go eat some frosting and hopefully feel better about myself. Sniff sniff
Katimagirl signing out, hopefully not for long, but you never know

trying to be happy about this doesn't work...